/lounge/ - sushi social

yes and you shall now too goodnite and good morning

not particularly but I'm not sad either

>>21025
Today was absolutely beyond wonderful! The weather has finally warmed enough I could go on a walk again. I bore witness to nice art, listened to wonderful music, and have had many fruitful discussions. I am very happy!

>>21029
i hope it only gets better <3

I haven't really felt happy in quite a while sushi
Its like everyone is constantly breathing down my back, even though theres not really a reason to be anxious all the time
I wish I could have just a moment of peace

>>21038
I've been feeling almost exactly the same lately sushi roll. Maybe it's something in the air. I need to go out and sit in the woods for a while, but it's too dang cold right now.

>>21038
me too, times arent bright it seems
i hope nothing catastrophic happens to anyone

Downloading all of the music from one of my favorite bands today. A small joy.

I feel a bit anxious but optimistic. I'm worried about my future and shitty life skills.

>>21025
I'm pretty happy. I went out job searching and talked to the manager of a local Gamestop. He was a really cool dude and I got to know more about the job and stuff. He asked me my name and said he'd be on the lookout for my application. I hope that even though I don't have any retail experience, I can get the job. I don't want to be a NEET anymore, it's very depressing. I need to buy my own car so that I can start going to college. I want to be a professor someday, or something like that.

>>21082
best of luck sushi!

>>21089
Thank you!

i talked to a nice person today. i put time into my hobby. i am getting lonely but also a bit happy that i can still experience being carefree. but my roommate got sick recently and i also learned how great it feels to be someone people can trust and depend on. i might be a little confused. thats what happens when i am left to my thoughts for too long

>>21170
i hope things get better for you and your roommate, sushi. also its nice that you put time into your hobbies. i hope you get better at them

Yes. Today I was planning on visiting my grandpa but wasn't able to due to some idiot on the train rails. Now I know what you're thinking, but I did look forward to meeting my grandpa. The positive thing that turned it around was when I entered a toy store in the free time I had after I abandoned the trip. The people working in the store were kind, even with me, an adult asking for the aisle with fidget toys and squishies… Yhe old man and woman working there worked together to help me find something I would like. My first reaction was to awkwardly move away and look down, feeling embarrassed that they weren't assuming I was buying something for a child. The woman recommended me this firm kind of ball squishy but I didn't like it. In the end, I didn't buy anything since I needed to make it in time for the train back. I made sure to thank them as I left the store.
This interaction left a warm feeling in me, and I'm looking forward to the day I go back and buy the toy I want.
Did any other sushis have a day that turned around to the better recently?

>>21188
Did you end up getting a toy yet sushi?
pics?

I feel nothing

i'm so exhausted and sick of everything. school is so exhausting, i worry about my grades a genuinely stupid and neurotic amount and i frequently feel like throwing up from the stress

Never. I barely eat. I'm always fatigued. I'm in misery.

i feel sick mentally…

>>21025
Yep! It was a big day and everything went well :)

I dont feel much, which is not only preferable but better than how I usually feel!

>>23400
why she took a bite out of that vlc

I've felt weirdly good for the past couple of weeks. I haven't had any bad thoughts like I usually do. I still cant enjoy it, however, as I know someday, eventually, it's going to feel worse. Eventually I'll feel awful again due to my own failures. But I'm fine now.

Winter is usually nourishing; I have the opposite of seasonal depression. Despite everything being dead around me in this season, I feel the most alive. You should try standing in the snow.

>>23402
I'm the same way. Winter is the best for me, where as summer makes me depressed and irritable. I live in a place that is constantly hot so cooler weather is always a welcome change.
Snow is my comfort food and yet its non-existent where I live so I live vicariously through pictures of the colder weather

>>21025
feel lazy