No.23455
>>23451
homeless Miku…
No.23481
I wrote a poem please dont bully me
meaningless stands to justify
in music stands divinity
comparing lies to simplify
lost with its simplicity
down the ruler
down the path
no purpose need complete
dancing future
dancing past
to ten thousand beats
No.23486
I think my coworker might have a thing for me. I'm not sure how I feel yet. He's nice, and he's cute, but I don't know him that well. He comes by my office just to chat every day, and he always offers to bring me things. He made me tea with honey while I was feeling bad at work, and he always wants to do things for me. Idk how I feel. I put so much effort into meeting people through bars and clubs in my area, it feels strange to have someone just fall into my lap like this. I gotta think about this more.
He's a sweet guy, he really is. I'm just not sure I feel that way about him yet. And in addition to that, my work contract technically forbids me from dating him. But I don't give a fuck about that, if I feel a connection, I'll go for it, contract be damned.
No.23490
>>23486Just go for it. Don't think, do and better sooner rather than later, when you'll regret it. Sure, he could just be polite and there's no intent there, but its better to try and fail then let opportunities sail by. What do you have to loose anyway?
No.23492
>>23486Reading that made me feel pretty gay, dude.
No.23495
>>23481i like poems and i like this poem :)
its been awhile so i dont remember the terms for sure but its weird that your first stanza starts with uneven couplets but the rest of the poem doesnt reflect it. only criticism id have to give really. keep practicing!!!
No.23499
Relationships are a pointless distraction from the most important things in life.
>>23494We've been here before. People were like this in the 1950s and in the 1980s. Just lay down flat and let it pass.
No.23500
>>23497Just came back from music rehearsals. We have a concert we're working towards in a few months.
No.23504
>>23500what piece are you performing, and what instrument?
No.23512
>>22921Not possible for me unfortunately. Over the years I thought I had found such places but eventually realized I didn't belong there. When I was younger I though interests and taste would be a great way to connect with people, so I joined communities with similar music taste because that's the most important thing for me. But it seems I've underestimated the diversity of humans, even if we like the same exact things that are very niche, more often then not I'm still very incompatible with everyone. At first it seems like it's going well but eventually once I get to know them I realize it's mostly a cause of stress and annoyance and nothing else. I realized I'm the one who's weird and out of place so I should just fuck off and leave everyone alone.
No.23514
>>23513Would you happen to know why they want to stop people bathing naked? I thought that was the usual mode.
No.23515
>>23514It's a mixed-sex spring, so they have to remind people that nudity isn't allowed here.
No.23522
>>23515Interesting. I thought that in mixed-sex springs in Japan (we're talking about the ones with hot water, right?), you were allowed to be naked, but a man seen with an erection is immediately ejected.
No.23526
>>23513wait so are women allowed to go nude?
No.23527
>>23525Yeah, I agree with a lot of what you are saying. I mean specifically romantic relationships. People seem to have this transactional view of romantic relationships, like they are shopping for a car or a tech product. So the whole relationship game has become insincere and selfish.
No.23547
I hate this world and this life.
No.23561
I am into light femdom, this is probably derived from my taste in oneshota. Reading online about what makes men submissive makes me blush. I still didn't come to terms with the fact that life events can make severe impact in someone. For example, I spent my childhood in my PC, my dad was away working and my mother raised me well but didn't understood how I felt very well, and this is probably responsible for me don't understanding "masculine" behavior (the way male teenagers act) and craving for an onee-san who could protect me and understand me and love me.
It seems it is more or less like this for people who like that kind of stuff. Some net users also think femdom is related to praising and scolding. Those two actions can shape the way someone acts and the motivation behind the action, both socially (some ethicists thinks that praising & scolding originated our "ethical conscience") and, as we are seeing, sexually. I'm not sure if I got it right, but those who were praised too little or scolded or scolded too much when child will grow up liking to be shamed. Yet there are people who are into femdom and like to be praised. I'm not sure how that works.
Anyway, it is strange because it is a multifactorial thing. The human mind and those things related to being a pervert really are strange.
No.23565
>>23561>and craving for an onee-san who could protect me and understand me and love meso true. my mother didn't raise me well, and i pretty much grew up without a mother. for much of my teenage years i'd have dreams of being in relationships with older women i'd completely make up in my head, or fantasize about having a mother / older sister. really, for me, i just want to be loved, and the sort of dominating action comes from that.
No.23568
If you were a regular at a restaurant or bought food that was prepared, you wouldn't really use your kitchen as much. You could eat at a park, do stuff at a park table or at a cafe. You could do your laundry at a laundromat, even bathe at a bathhouse.
You wouldn't really need most of a home.
I know it's not realistic to do all of that, but it kinda made me think… All those things being possible at home is really just to make it cheaper and convenient, but lets imagine you did them all elsewhere, and your hobbies were all possible outside of your home, even if that meant taking a laptop to a cafe.
At that point you would just be sleeping at home. You wouldn't really be "living at home", you'd be "living in your town"
Your home would be more like a recharge point rather than a den, just another facility.
It's a different way of thinking of one's home than I'm used to.
Now I'd never go that far for real, it would be expensive and stressful, but perhaps there is value to thinking of your home that way, and when its possible, to do things outside the home. Though I'm not sure if there really is any value to it, or if it just seems novel.
No.23639
I've come to the conclusion life is now utterly worthless and if it wasn't for my daily trips to the gym I'd just kill myself.
No.23645
>>23644They are edible, although to other mollusks. haha. And I guess some birds who eat them for the calcium. Humans can get calcium from plants instead but some animals (aquatic) don't exist in places where there's plants so they turn to eating shells. Kinda cool how nature balances itself out like that.
No.23663
Speaking of foil, don't use gorilla glue to glue foil down.
No.23664
>>23658That's a different thing. Foiled cards have metal foil or metallic ink to give the appearance of metal foil.
No.23665
>>23658why does the white aragorn look like charlie kirk
